ferris wheel

uncle Google gave this picture to me. =)

why all the sudden i wanna talk about ferris wheel? cerita pasal pegi genting dah lapuk dah. 

have you guys play ferris wheel before? how was it? fun aint? sometime we're down and sometime we're at the top of the wheel. all emotions are at one. fun. exciting. scared. loss. helpless. ~ ~"

that what happened to my life this pass weeks. my emotions and feelings are all at one. mixed together and become something that make me a little loss. trembled. i cant control the flow. it sad and a bit frustrating. why it just a bit? because all along, it comes with some fun too. some excitement in it. >_<

i want to control my life. get it to a better place that can stop spinning up and down so many times until i didnt know how to get it balance again. along the spinning time. i learn that i have to sacrifice such things that can make me goes down to the bottom wheel. period. the such thingy that i have to sacrifice is like my routine of going back home every weekends. i dont know, but its hard for me not to do that. on the reason of nothing!  hmm. am i homesick? sa-kl is not that far anyway. i can actually use the time to work or go to library and study. hmmm.. what to do? *straight face*

aiyaa, suddenly this post become so heavy!

but thats the truth...  

enough! i wanna watch RUNNING MAN! *\(^_^)/*
BUT, law notes are waiting for me. ~ ~"