miserable week..

diz week start with me having some kind of bad headache.. i dunnoh why but diz had happen several times already.. hmm maybe i need to go check.. then,i got few shocking news that already makes me a goosebumps! gosh! u never know that thing like diz could happen.. i know it happen but not in front of me! i still keep thinking until now dat it is just a joke.. but no, things still happen.. and i couldnt stand it and i cant be part of it.. im truly sorry.. i cant.. im scared! so scared! so it probably good for me to juz back-off.. thank god dat they understand.. feel so relieved! but remember guys, i still love u!